Loneliness

I am..

Thinking of the most solitary place I can imagine. The most isolated, lonely location I can possibly conjure up; a claustrophobic, dirty cell; the peephole in the door forever unused; and island eternally floating in the sea of darkness, the shadows hiding everything I can, and can’t see; a quiet, wind-whipped plain where no directions exist; a desert landscape, all sound muffled by the driving winds and buffeting sands, where half-seen shapes roam the horizons.

Imagine spending an eternity there. Terrifying thought indeed. Mull it over for a while. An existence where no beginning and no end, alone with my mind and nothing else. Right now, it’s a scary scenario. When you get to the afterlife, it won’t just be a scenario anymore.

I closed my eyes sitting in the dark.  I pull my legs up on my seat as I wrap my hands around them tight when my head helplessly falls on my knees.  I scream out loud letting go the pain I feels in my heart.  I can’t think well and my brain cells are not functioning at all… its hurting me bad.  I feel week and fell really bad..  until one little tiny hands come and call my name.   I then know there’s someone who needs me more than anything.

I thank you God for the love you gave me in my life.

Its over now..

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