Its ironic when i say than i am busy at work, when everyday i feel bored and i am on a certain stage of my boredem today.  I can say i am alone in my office.  I turn on the music and listen to my favorite song.  Its seems that i got nothing to do.  Oh no!  There is a long of paperwork that i need to look after.. but this is what i do when i am alone at work.  The spirit of working is not there.

I look outside of my windows, its raining out there.  Feel hungry and went to the cafeteria to get something to eat.  Nuthing interesting and i went back to the office.  Internet connection sucks today.  Was trying to log-in to a few pages.  Its damn slow.  Not just slow, i can’t even log-into the page.  Oohh this is boring! =_____ =. 

What am i going to have for lunch today? Was eating good food last nite.  I better consider to get something less fat today. 

“Unprotected Mark!”

I was doing some cleaning in my room and i found my old company diary.  Fliping through every page, there is a lot of notes, contact number, important information that i might need these day plus one notes that i copy from my inbox email long time ago.  It’s happen 2-3 years back…

Here is it…. i dont mind to post it out loud here…. but its just give me a big impact of my passed!

“I couldn’t hold back from calling you that time.  I’m sorry i just read your mail now and i feel so pity for you cause u deserve better that the way u’re being treated.  You are meant to be his queen not he’s slave.  Just from the little time i’ve spent with u …… i’ve realised that u have a lot within u that u wanna share but you’re just trapped.  I’m not asking y ou to leave him but i think udeserve better not just because you’re a gurl or because you are his girlfriend but because you’re special and the tought of you makes everything special too.  Don’t be afraid.. its your decision.”

The notes has a lot of meaning in it’s.  What is my decision??  What was that and what have i done…. i rather keep that my self

 

I admit that taking pictures is one of a must thing to do everywhere I go.  Carrying my camera and my phone everywhere I go become my habit.  Capture whatever around me that attract my attention posted it on my page and update my photo’s bucket.  

Pictures represent different meaning and its keep us remind of all memories happen in life.  Learn to appreciate the beautiful nature and human being life, God creation! 

Each and everyone have their own reason of taking picture.  Traveller’s capture picture of a beautiful places their have been visited, Politician capture their achievement at work, photographer capture everything interesting happen around them in the world and individual like me will capture whatever they feel interesting such as a memory with family, friends, at work, the beautiful environment and any happening event happen along their way in live. 

 

 Picture reminds us on our childhood.  Being loved tenderly…

Picture remind us on our childhood friends…

Picture remind us on how we wish to grow up together with our friends.. but time still put us apart.

We are growing up…… day by day….

Those picture remind us on our puppy love. 

and an Adult love story….

Reminds us of the cracy yet wonderfull moment we spent together with friends in high school!

…and in the working environment where we are tyring to give our best skill at work.

Picture remind us of the person we left behind and we forgot to say goodbye!

Its remind us of the persons which has gone forever as well and we are missing them.

…and we have to get used to be lonely once in a while.  Its okay..

Life is not about the breath you take, its about the moment that take your breath away!

Appreciate the small thing in life because one day you will look back and they are the big things!

“Unprotected Mark”

TO LOVE A WOMAN

I don’t know what it is but she drives me crazy
I don’t know what she does but she drives me wild
If only she could let me be the man I wanna be
Well she can leave me helpless as a child

I don’t know how it is but she has the power
She can make me laugh when I wanna cry (oh yeah)
She tells me that I’m in control but I know it’s just a lie

And I don’t mind oh
Will she love you tomorrow like she loves you today
She can keep your heart guessing but she’s yours if she stays
And that’s what it feels like
To love a woman
To love a woman

When you’re looking in her eyes you can see forever (forever)
You’re captured by the beauty of her soul

You know you’re never gonna find a woman like this again

So don’t let go oh (don’t let go)
Will she love you tomorrow like she loves you today
She can keep your heart guessing but she’s yours if she stays
And that’s what it feels like
To love a woman
To love a woman

 There was a time I packed my dreams away.  Living in the shell and hiding from myself.  There was a time when I was so afraid.  I thought I’d reached the end, hey that was then, but I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment as I look around, I can’t believe the love I see.  My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts.  That was then, this is my now.

Had to decide was I gonna play it safe or look somewhere deep inside and try to turn the tide.  Find the strength to take that step of faith.  And I have the courage like never before, yeahh…. I’ve settled for less but ready for more.  I’m ready for more.

This is my now!

“Unprotected Mark!”

  First of all greet day for everyone.   It’s friday, and i feel like i still want to come to work tomorrow.  I have too many unfinish business on my desk.  Perhaps i can come over to the office but i will be alone as everyone are on their happy happy weekend. 

A group of friend invite me to join them for lunch in KRP (Kelab Rekreasi Petronas) latter but i have to say no due to unavoidable circumstances.  Boss invite me to go for shopping (for office purpose) and latter have lunch in town.  Well, sorry guys.. i will join you some other time.  Just send my regards to KRP delicious butter milk prawn ever… yummy…

Back on the earlier topic, i would like to say some special message to Daniel .  Hey man… u r smart!  Anyway, thanks a lot for your comment.  You must be wondering why should i reply to your comment here in a new post… yah.. i have a difficulty to comment on my own post from the office as it’s being band by our IT Department due to the topic (i guess)     That’s suck ha…  I would be able to do so if i login or go to the net from home or somewhere as long as it’s not from work.  But knowing that i will only be online during office hours… i won’t be able to reply to you anyway.

Ok.. back on your opinion, yep, you are absolutely right!  For married couple… there is no good or bad s3x.  I AGREE with you 100%.  Once we have choose someone to be our life pertner, nothing should be question and we have to learn to accept each other as we are.  Of course we are not going to divorce our spouse just because of that “good or bad s3x”.  And for sure… s3x in ONLY for your spouse. RIGHT?

I am a very open minded person and i have seen everywhere around me since i was in campus studying until now in my working environment.  The level of social life nowadays is getting too much different than it is suppose to be; between young couple and even married couple.  Plus; i am just trying to share with everybody of what i’ve read.  So take it as our open discussion and knowledge on s3x.  Ok Daniel?  Anyway, i like it if there is someone out there giving their opinion and the discussion can be continue… Sharing your knowledge with other is good!

One more thing for Daniel, thank you for your correction on the Premarital s3x!  I’ll ammend that latter.  Yeah!  That’s my humble answer to Daniel! 

Well, am not going to elaborate any further on that, got to go for lunch now… Work is getting pretty busy these few days.  TGIF!  Happy weekend for everybody…. have a nice day!

“Unprotected Mark”

  First of all, my apology if this post content some sensitive issues that the readers doesn’t like to read.  I just hope this can help young couple or married couple to be aware and being knowledgeable about SEX.  Not to say that I am SO experienced on this.  I just want to share what I read to the readers, so that we can learn if we come across this in future, perhaps to wake us up on what have been done before.

How may of us ever come across, heard, saw or experience a Premarital Sex?  Anywhere… I am not focusing on this “Premarital Sex” topic.

The main question here is; IS BAD SEX LIKE FOOD POISONING?

If you wouldn’t eat food that’s spoilt, why settle for sex that’s not good?  Learn how to change “bad” sex into “good” sex, and avoid feeling like you’re just had a bad meal of sexuality gone sour. 

Would you allow someone to give you spoilt food?  NO.  Then why settle for spoilt sex?  Sexuality and sensuality are both extremely positive expressions of love, communication and feeling.  Just as a word can be misinterpreted, so can a physical expression.

“Bad” sex is any sex that is energy draining which is simple sexual activity that leaves us unfulfilled.  Well that “unfulfilling” sex, and often, it can be related to what’s deemed as energy draining.  However, the two don’t always to hand-in-hand.  One can have fulfilling sex due to outside stressors or one partner not feeling well or distracted, but if it’s between two loving people, it’s hardly “bad” or energy draining sex.

Many people who claim they are sexual and who seek experiences with a myriad partners are often the emptiest people in the sexual energy department.  They’re using sex to fill a void, or to release a tension that they choose not to deal with or other levels.

Just as you wouldn’t take SPOILT and DISGUSTING FOOD into your body, why would you take ILL-GIVEN SEXUAL ENERGY into your spirit?

WHY?  Seeking Inner Peace??

What makes the man who’s a womaniser or the playboy type irritable when he can’t satiate his desire for sex, while the man ext to him-with far less “bedroom hours” clocked in – is more at peace?

What makes the woman who’s screaming for attention with sexy clothes ad heavy make-up miserable when she doesn’t observe man chasing after her, while the woman next to her – without make-up ad I a sweatshirt – feels sensual and sexually fulfilled?

These are people who are bound to sexuality as a need for inner peace.  The double-edged sword they can’t see is that sexuality for the sake of inner peace is never peaceful. 

Interpreting Intimacy

To raise your energy quotient, look deeper within.  When you feel that need no let off a little sexual steam, dig a little deeper ad try to find out what you hope to gain, or what you normally achieve by having sensual experience.

Harnessing Energy

So what does one do?  A huge part of raising your energy is to separate the times when you see yourself as sexual or in need of sensuality in your life.  This is not to say that sex or sensuality is negative.  However, it is a feeling, a desire, but not something that should be focus.  Sexual and sensual energy between two people should be uplifting, strengthening and comforting.  When you focus on your energy – not on giving it away or taking in prospective negative energy – you’re certainly doing yourself a great service.  And it ca be truly liberating!

***  end of sex edu. **

“Unprotected Mark!”

  I love reading any article’s or book’s on self improvement.  Here is some if it to share with everyone.  

The Brighter Side of.. Finding Yourself Jobless

• You are force to take stock and re-assess our career –something we rarely do because we’re so busy with the daily grid.
• You have no choice but start new fresh.
• You get out of your comfort zone, whereas most of us have turned into lethargic little monsters.
• Necessity the mother of creativity.  The old may have been good, but the future now presents all sorts of opportunities.

 True To You

Before having children:  Travel as much as you can, read as much as you can, try things you wouldn’t ordinary dream of trying, have as little regret as  possible!  After you have children:  Define yourself as more than just a mother – have a hobby, develop your career.  This way, when your kids leave home, you’ll still be sane, happy and content.

 No. 1 Rule

Don’t throw opportunities away, because they won’t come around all the time.  Make the best of what comes your way, and just go for it!  I rarely say ‘no’ because you never know when the net door will open. And don’t wait for things to come to you.  You have to keep on going.

 Right Here Right Now

The time to be happy is now.  The place to be happy is here.  Stop trying to pursue happiness as a future aim.  Be happy with what you have in here and now; the past is over, and no one knows what the future holds.  So what you really need to do is live the present.

“Unprotected Mark!”

  Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?  Do you know that those who spend their time protecting other are the one that really need someone to protect them?

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your held and undearstanding? Did you know that when you help someone, the helps is returned in two folds?

Did you know that it’s easier to say what you feel in writting than saying it to someone in the face?  But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?  Did you know that you can make your dream come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew you’d be surprised by what you could do.

But don’t believe everthing i tell you until you try it for yourself, if you know someone that is in need of something that i mentioned, and you know that you can help, you’ll see that it will be returned in two fold.

“unprotected mark!”