Its ironic when i say than i am busy at work, when everyday i feel bored and i am on a certain stage of my boredem today.  I can say i am alone in my office.  I turn on the music and listen to my favorite song.  Its seems that i got nothing to do.  Oh no!  There is a long of paperwork that i need to look after.. but this is what i do when i am alone at work.  The spirit of working is not there.

I look outside of my windows, its raining out there.  Feel hungry and went to the cafeteria to get something to eat.  Nuthing interesting and i went back to the office.  Internet connection sucks today.  Was trying to log-in to a few pages.  Its damn slow.  Not just slow, i can’t even log-into the page.  Oohh this is boring! =_____ =. 

What am i going to have for lunch today? Was eating good food last nite.  I better consider to get something less fat today. 

“Unprotected Mark!”

I was doing some cleaning in my room and i found my old company diary.  Fliping through every page, there is a lot of notes, contact number, important information that i might need these day plus one notes that i copy from my inbox email long time ago.  It’s happen 2-3 years back…

Here is it…. i dont mind to post it out loud here…. but its just give me a big impact of my passed!

“I couldn’t hold back from calling you that time.  I’m sorry i just read your mail now and i feel so pity for you cause u deserve better that the way u’re being treated.  You are meant to be his queen not he’s slave.  Just from the little time i’ve spent with u …… i’ve realised that u have a lot within u that u wanna share but you’re just trapped.  I’m not asking y ou to leave him but i think udeserve better not just because you’re a gurl or because you are his girlfriend but because you’re special and the tought of you makes everything special too.  Don’t be afraid.. its your decision.”

The notes has a lot of meaning in it’s.  What is my decision??  What was that and what have i done…. i rather keep that my self

 

I admit that taking pictures is one of a must thing to do everywhere I go.  Carrying my camera and my phone everywhere I go become my habit.  Capture whatever around me that attract my attention posted it on my page and update my photo’s bucket.  

Pictures represent different meaning and its keep us remind of all memories happen in life.  Learn to appreciate the beautiful nature and human being life, God creation! 

Each and everyone have their own reason of taking picture.  Traveller’s capture picture of a beautiful places their have been visited, Politician capture their achievement at work, photographer capture everything interesting happen around them in the world and individual like me will capture whatever they feel interesting such as a memory with family, friends, at work, the beautiful environment and any happening event happen along their way in live. 

 

 Picture reminds us on our childhood.  Being loved tenderly…

Picture remind us on our childhood friends…

Picture remind us on how we wish to grow up together with our friends.. but time still put us apart.

We are growing up…… day by day….

Those picture remind us on our puppy love. 

and an Adult love story….

Reminds us of the cracy yet wonderfull moment we spent together with friends in high school!

…and in the working environment where we are tyring to give our best skill at work.

Picture remind us of the person we left behind and we forgot to say goodbye!

Its remind us of the persons which has gone forever as well and we are missing them.

…and we have to get used to be lonely once in a while.  Its okay..

Life is not about the breath you take, its about the moment that take your breath away!

Appreciate the small thing in life because one day you will look back and they are the big things!

“Unprotected Mark”

OH! I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO WRITE SOMETHING HERE

I CAN’T EVENT KEEP TRACT OF TIME

TIMES MOVE SO FAST

HELL! AND I AM TIRED OF LIFE

AND

TO LIVE!

OMG

WHAT AM I SAYING HERE??

THAT’S SOUND CRACKKKKKKXXXXXZZZ!

AND

SOTTTTT!

“Unprotected Mark!”

  I  missed the live concert of Top 5 Idol last week.. and i don’t even remember why and were were me.  Isn’t that sound so lost! :p

Anyway, i still mange to get the information of who is staying and and who is heading home.

Top 5 Idol perform on stage

(Brooke White, David Cook, David Archuleta, Syaesha)

After American Voted:  Brooke White is going home.

Brooke White

This week i manage to catch them the Top 4 contestant perform on stage.

(David Archuleta, Syaesha, David Cook, Jason Castro)

David Archuleta (Safe)

David Cook (Safe)

Jason Castro is heading home tonight.

Syaesha is (Safe)

“Unprotected Mark!”

TO LOVE A WOMAN

I don’t know what it is but she drives me crazy
I don’t know what she does but she drives me wild
If only she could let me be the man I wanna be
Well she can leave me helpless as a child

I don’t know how it is but she has the power
She can make me laugh when I wanna cry (oh yeah)
She tells me that I’m in control but I know it’s just a lie

And I don’t mind oh
Will she love you tomorrow like she loves you today
She can keep your heart guessing but she’s yours if she stays
And that’s what it feels like
To love a woman
To love a woman

When you’re looking in her eyes you can see forever (forever)
You’re captured by the beauty of her soul

You know you’re never gonna find a woman like this again

So don’t let go oh (don’t let go)
Will she love you tomorrow like she loves you today
She can keep your heart guessing but she’s yours if she stays
And that’s what it feels like
To love a woman
To love a woman

  American Idol Top 7 performs on stage again last week.  The Top 7 American Idol Contestants received over 37 Million votes on Tuesday April 15, 2008.

The bottom 3 for the Top 7 are:

Syesha Mercado, Brooke White, Kristy Lee Cook

And the person going home is;

CHRISTY LEE COOK

I was watching the Top 6 contestant on tv last night.  Below are their photo.

Syesha, Jason, Brooke, David Cook, Carly, David Archuleta

The result really surprise me when i view through the internet this morning.  Again one of my fav. contestant are heading home.

Carly Smithson

I just can’t help it that i always love to see this young man perfoms.  He is so adorable. 

David Archuleta

My only and always favorite contestant this session.  Just look at his smile.. that’s sweet!  I really hope that he will be the winner.  As he and Jason Castro are always on the top vote every week. 

“Unprotected Mark!”

   Yeee! I got my new SONY cyber shoot (T300).  

Muahh… muahh.. lovin it!

Well i know this is blurr.. coz it was capture by my lousy phone.. lol (SONY Z550I).  After this there is no more blur picture on my blog! :p

• DOUBLE ANTI-BLUR TECHNOLOGY
• SUPER STEADYSHOT
• HIGH SENSITIVITY ISO3200
• EFFECTIVE 10.1 MEGA PIXELS
• OPTICAL ZOOM 5X
• 3.5 WIDE SCREEN TOUCH PANEL LCD
• FACE TECTION
• SMILE SHUTTER
• HD SLIDE SHOW WITH MUSIC (HDTV REQUIRED)
• INTELLIGENT SCENE RECOGNITION
• EASY SHOOTING MODE

And that cost me RM17xx.xx! Phhhewwwwwww!

“Unprotected Mark!”

 There was a time I packed my dreams away.  Living in the shell and hiding from myself.  There was a time when I was so afraid.  I thought I’d reached the end, hey that was then, but I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment as I look around, I can’t believe the love I see.  My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts.  That was then, this is my now.

Had to decide was I gonna play it safe or look somewhere deep inside and try to turn the tide.  Find the strength to take that step of faith.  And I have the courage like never before, yeahh…. I’ve settled for less but ready for more.  I’m ready for more.

This is my now!

“Unprotected Mark!”

How many of you watch Amarican Idol? I enjoy this TV Show since the first session.  But in my opinion, i enjoy this session most!

AMERICAN IDOL GIVE BACK was on TV last week.  The most happening part of the show is The Opening Dance…  Well, since i love dancing very much.. of course i enjoy that the most.  Apart of that, Jordin Sparks sing her song call NO AIR feat Chris Brown.  I include the lyrics up above. There are a lot more popular actress being show and person that night including Mariah Carey, Miley Cyrus, Brad Pitt and Daughtry was there too.. Well Curtin Stone should be there… unfortunately he is not. Unless American Idol invite all those popular Chef to be there.  Duhh!

American Idol Top 8

Top 8 are performing Shout To The Lord and that’s the ending of the show.

The next day..the result is out.

Micheal John

Well he was not one of my fav contestant before this.. but i watch him sing every week.  And i can say he is doing very well.  Ryan announce his name and everyone get silence… i see the judges with their disapointed face… American has made the wrong choice!

My last update in this is when David Hernandes was voted out!  I guess i miss a few contestant.. I wil update that next time.  Some other day.. dunno when..

*Unprotected Mark!*